Wednesday, October 26, 2005

BONKERS!!

I'M SERIOUSLY GOING BONKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP WHEN I WAS WATCHING MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE SERIES "DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES" YESTERDAY. I'VE ANTICIPATED IT FOR AN ENTIRE WEEK AND WHEN I FINALLY COULD WATCH IT.. I FELL ASLEEP AFTER THE FIRST 15 MINUTES OF THE SHOW.... DAMN!!! PLUS, I'VE NEVER FALLEN ASLEEP WHILE I WAS WATCHING T.V. BEFORE.. EXCEPT WHEN I WAS WATCHING FOOTBALL MATCHES AND WHEN MANCHESTER UNITED PLAYED CRAPPY MATCHES.... AHHAHAA.... I'M SERIOUSLY FREAKING TIRED THESE DAYS... NORMALLY, I ALWAYS LONGED FOR THE IDIOT BOX WHEN I RETURNED HOME FROM A HARD DAY'S WORK. FOR THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS, THE ONLY THING THAT I EVER LONGED FOR IS MY COMFY BED!!! I LOVE MY BED!!!! AHHAA...SLEEPING HAS NEVER BEEN BETTER!!!

IN THE OFFICE I WAS AND STILL AM HANDED SO MUCH WORK TO THE EXTENT THAT SOMETIMES I JUST WONDER WHETHER DO THEY KNOW AND REALISE THAT I ONLY HAVE TWO HANDS AND A BRAIN. AT THE RATE THAT THEIR GOING...IT'S LIKE AS IF I HAVE SIX HANDS AND 3 BRAINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH, WELL, I GUESS THIS IS WHAT YOU'LL GET WHEN YOU STEP FOOT INTO THE WORKING WORLD. SO LUSCIOUS YET SO FULL OF SHIT!

I'M MORE OR LESS LIKE A FREAKING ZOMBIE THESE DAYS....
WHENEVER I'M BACK HOME FROM THE OFFICE, I'M HALF DEAD.... OR AS GOOD AS DEAD AND I COULD BARELY KEEP MY EYES OPEN OR SHOULD I SAY, I'M FIGHTING A LOSING WAR TO KEEP MY EXTREMELY TIRED EYES OPEN. PERHAPS, TOOTHPICKS SHOULD DO THE TRICK... PERHAPS NOT?

BUMMED OUT... BURNED OUT...TIRED.....STRESSED OUT...BUMMED OUT... BURNED OUT..... TIRED........BUMMED OUT.. BURNED OUT....

BUMMED OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SAID SOMETHING STUPID AND SENSELESS TODAY... "MR.X, SHE'LL SIGN THOSE PURCHASE ORDERS LATER AS SHE'S DOING SOMETHING BUSY".... WHAT THE?? DOING SOMETHING BUSY???? MAN, AUDREY YOU'RE REALLY LOSING IT!!!!!!!!!

I'M TELLIN' YA..............I'M SERIOUSLY GOING BONKERS!!!!!!!!!

1 Comments:

At 7:16 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

c00l gal...stay cool
yea i know it's TOUGH..
i'm experiencing some sort of the same situation here.
but i guess it's becoz we're fresh n new n green.
taking advantage, get wat i mean?
this is the real world.
say hello to this inhumane world!
i juz dun know where i will be situated in future as i think my life is too short to bear all this.
still, i will find my work is okay in the end. Perhaps it's my own believe after trying to think positive?
But in actual fact could it be a bad place for me?
I don't know...
All i know is that i am finding a way out from this trap.
Trapping me inside frm my own freedom. To escape, i must find my own way out and learn to survive by myself. Most important is, I am happy with wat i'm doing.
Ok, conclusion....take care of urself properly and also, i think the best way for u is don't give face to those who's using u.
Maybe easier said than done, but u must let them know the real u. That u have ur own principles and limits.

 

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