Su Lyn
I went to watch the movie "UP" with my bestest budz Su lyn on Sunday evening. It's a damn good cartoon, really. I like that movie very much. It's damn funny, i was laughing my ass off, like really loudly. It has a nice story to it too. It's nice to grow old with the one you love and whom also love you just the same.It was the last dinner, last movie together with sulyn and also THE last time that i'll get to hang out with budz or see her because she'll be flying off to the UK next week and i wont be seeing her for an entire year. Gosh, i'm going to miss her so freaking much. She has been my bestfriend for 23 years now (I'm not that old, i'm only turning 26 in November, LOL^^)
She is the only one that understands me, the only one that has been there for me throughout my ups and downs, through rain and shine, through my rebellious hormone raging days. She has been there for me throughout my life. we went to the same schools from primary right up to high school. She has been there for me to comfort me when i'm down, cheer me up and put a smile on my face, made me laugh, listen to my woes, just talked about life and stuff, to offer words of wisdom and advise and encouragement, to offer praise, to wipe away my tears, to lend a shoulder to cry on, to listen to my whinnings and had to deal with my stubborness, to share my achievements, my joy.
She has been there for me through thick and thin. She was also my partner in crime during our hormone raging days and we did some naughty stuff, not bad or crime like, just naughty. haha. yea, i was really, really naughty back then. It drove my parents up the wall, literally. We spoke hours on the phone about boys, life, sex, career. She was the one whom "forced" me to speak to the boy i had a crush with. (EY) We hung out and did stuff together. She was the one whom introduced me to the "naughty websites" haha. Oops, sorry su lyn. ^^
We did everything and went everywhere together. We were never apart, like siamese twins. When there's auds, there's sulyn and vice versa. Friends often assumed that we were gay, just to set the record straight, we are both ultimately straight young ladies. We drifted apart when we went to university. But we tried to make it up by talking loads on the phone and hang out when the both of us were free. She too scolded me like an elder sister to get my life straight sometimes or to tell me off when i'm rude or acted like a jerk.
She was the one who played a pivotal role to help me to get back up on my feet during my recent downfall. There has always been this special bond between us, and forever will be.
I remember the fond memories when we tried to be blood sisters, remember budz? of course i remember those days when we had our disagreements but we talked and made up.
i always joked that if she was a guy, we would have been the perfect couple. maybe we would be or should be.^^
I know that i can be this bloody stubborn asshole and selfish and oblivious sometimes. I can be a real pain in the ass and su lyn knows it too well. Su lyn, if you are reading this, i just want to say, i'm truly sorry that you have to deal with it. i'm trying to be better everyday and i think you can spot the difference in me, right? haha. i have became a deep thinker after high school but still childish. haha
Gosh, i dont know what i'll do without her.
I wish her nothing but the utmost best for her stay in the UK. Hope she has a great learning experience and have loads of fun there. Hope that she finds a great guy there as well. She deserves it.
Budz, see you in London in the year 2010, eyy. This is our pact. Let's not break it. I'm looking forward to it very much. Let's make it happen.
Take care my buddy, call me when you are there, keep in touch, take care of yourself over there alright. If anybody mistreats or ever so to lay a tiny finger on you over there, tell me, i'll fly over there and kick their ass so hard that they'll even forget they have an ass.
In a nutshell, Su lyn: my sister, my best friend, my guardian angel.
toodles
i'm missing her already
posted by thelinkinparkster @ 5:25 AM
2 Comments:
woah~ i'm so about to cry but i've just recovered from a fever so i guess i'm a little bit dehydrated and all my tears dried up already lolz!
Budz, i swear i've never been half as good as you think i was. You never thought you were half as good as you have been to me :-)
haha :P
The thought of you not being around me for 1 whole year also nearly made me cry but i think my tear ducts have overworked,so i'm crying but it's dry tears ^^
you have always been good to me.You have always been there for me no matter how idiotic i can be and get.
How else do you think we are stuck with each other for 23 years? If my calculations are correct, in normal married couple's circumstances, we could have celebrated our silver anniversary together as we have crossed the 20 years mark. haha :P O my, this sounds so gay. haha..
gonna miss you much. promise that you'll call alright.
take care
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