A Place for my Head

You better not screw me up for hell hath no fury

I have sacrificed a cool fully sponsored 1 week holiday trip to Taiwan with my family all for nought. I am so disappointed, pissed and so not happy about the whole thing that i swear the ONLY retribution of it all by throwing something on someone's table could be the only thing that could provide me solace not so much of happiness. God i have sacrificed too much! No one knows how much and what i have sacrificed to put up with this fucking fucked up junk!!

I slogged my ass off like crazy,sheddded my blood, sweat and tears, trying very hard to impress all for the better good of my bread and butter, sacrificing the Taiwan trip, thinking that all these will be worth while,thinking and motivating myself that all those blood, sweat and tears will be paid off, will be appreciated and go noticed but hell no, all these have gone unnoticed, unappreciated, and in the end, the outcome is disappointing, unsatisfactory, demoralising, anger aggravating. I have really sacrificed ALOT.

I have to endure countless but never forgotten insults, taunts, crude criticisms, embarassments, from the very first day. I have given up my emotions, my life, for this and for what?? I'm so tired of this pointless fuck.. it's about time that i take a drastic action to show these people to never take me for granted. I'll prove to them that i dont fucking need them and they as a matter of fact need me. They have used me for their own advantage. I fucking hate it.

I might seem naive but you better watch your fucking ass because i'm a person who will not be played and used for hell hath no fury like Auds being sconned! Dont try me. It will be like treading in uncharted waters, never knowing what will be coming at you. DOnt say i didnt warn.

I'll show them now that the ball is in my court and they sure as hell better not fuck me up. or else.

Guten Tag

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 9:48 PM