I just.. ( a rare poem by Auds)
I just want someone whom...Puts the shine and sparkle back into my eyes,
Bring a smile back to my face,
Make me smile,
Make me laugh,
Cheer me up when I’m down,
Puts a silver lining behind dark clouds;
Be the ray of sunshine through cloudy days;
Be the rainbow in my life’s canvas;
Wipe my tears,
Provide a shoulder to lean on;
I can trust; and trusts me just the same;
Respects me;
Share my joy,
Share my pain,
Share my accomplishments,
Share my dreams;
Care for me;
Advise me;
Console me;
Comfort me;
Understand me;
Pick me up when I fall;
And tell me that it’s ok;
Encourage me to try again;
Give me kisses and hugs
Whereby I can hold him real tight and fall asleep in his arms;
Feel his warm body against mine;
Feel his warm and steady breath;
Dream of him every night;
and to wake up the same way every morning;
to be awaken up by tender kisses;
to know that I am loved;
to be the music in my life;
rock my world;
share my up and downs;
do loads of things that we love together;
have fun together;
go clubbing and drinking together;
have adventures together;
travel the world together;
be there for me when I need him;
be there for me through thick and thin;
through rain or shine;
through sun or snow;
I can share my future with;
Have his kids;
Be truthful and forever loyal to him;
Who still loves me when I’m old and wrinkly;
whom loves me for me;
Through sunny days;
Through rainstorms;
Till death do us part.
Don’t need much money;
Don’t need any fancy rides;
Don’t need mansions;
Just a guy who loves me;
And to show me that I am loved;
Every single day;
Till death do us part.
Penned by Audrey Ng
hmm, can I turn this into a song? I have written it, so now all I have to do is compose a melody for it. And after some fine tuning, and a little adjustments here and there, hey presto, I have a song. I might earn some quick bucks from it too. I am really thankful that I have some professional piano training for 12 years of my life. ^^. I know that I will put it into good use someday. ^^
This is all too fairytale aint it. I thought I had it. I guess I will never ever get a guy like this again in this lifetime of mine. I don’t mean to be pessimistic, but let’s just say until I eventually find a guy who proves to me he is all that, I shall remain pessimistic. Ever heard of the phrase” Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me”? Ditto that.
I have been let down, I have been hurt very badly. All i want is just to love somebody and to be loved.
All I can say is that if you love me, if you have gained my trust, earned my love, I am someone who will love you infinitely, indefinitely and incessantly, sacrifice for you, stay by your side, be forever yours and I will definitely walk on water for you.
Life aint a bed of roses.
My favourite phrase that I have heard lately (This was being said to a young girl who was impregnate by her boyfriend) “You need to be at least 30 of age to have your pleasure portal pounded by a 7 pound expanding tissue” -> this is quoted from a line from my favourite tv series Dr. House season 5 episode 1. When I heard this, I was laughing my ass off.
It feels great to get my creative writing gene kicking and running again. It has been dormant for the past year. It was overwhelmed by lazy genes which occupy about 85% of my body. ^^
Till then
posted by thelinkinparkster @ 4:20 AM
2 Comments:
You're right budz. You will be the bestest friend ever when u get to know us well enuf. Nowhere else in this world will I ever find such a great buddy like you. I'm blessed!
And I'm looking forward to listen to your song! Can't wait! Maybe if all goes well, u can even perform live on gigs...
hey budz, thanks.
You are the one and only person that fits this poem of mine perfectly. you were always there for me through ups and downs,advised me, care for me, understand me, knocked some sense into me,be there for me, lend a shoulder to cry on, listen to my wims and woes, for the past 22 years of our genuine friendship and for that i sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart. It's too unfortunate that you are not a guy or else we would have been the perfect pair. agree? haha. no one understands me better than you.
words cannot express the gratitude for life that i have met a friend like you. i'm blessed. you are like my guardian angel sent from above to ensure that i live my life right.
thank you very much for being a very good friend budz. If i were to say I love you would be too gay or lesbo so let's just say, it's in a sisterly kind of way.
i would like to apologise if i were selfish at times, i know that i can be, sorry for the wrong things that were said and done and sorry if i unintentionally hurt you in any kind of way. sorry if i were ever a jerk to you during my hormone raging days. budz, it was the hormones, not me ok. ^^
anyway, you are the best.
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