A public apology from AUDS
It has been 4 months now. I am an android, capable to perform daily routines as has been programmed into me, nonetheless void and pretty much nothing else. I would like to sincerely apologise for my oblivion, own selfishness, stupidity, ignorance, for posting the wrongful previous posts. It was sensitive and personal and private. It should be kept private. I was too emotionally driven, too naive. I was overwhelmed with sadness, disappointment, and a little bit of anger. I didnt realise back then, it would be offensive and hurtful. i didnt mean to cause any trouble. I didnt do it intentionally to hurt someone or to rub it into his face. i didnt mean to make anybody sad, disappointed and angry. I am sorry. I should have known better, and reacted to it more maturely. But then again, this blog, is the only outlet for me to vent my feelings and to pour my heart and soul into it. Other than this, my close friends are my punching bags. Thank you very much for taking in my punches, my swears, tears and complaints. Thank you very much again for being tolerant with me as i know i can be a real pain in the ass. A few friends were close to strangling me and hang me upside down to slap me around to wake me up. Eventhough as much as they have tried and most of them have given up on me, except budz, sorry to say that everything that they tried, are to no avail, till today. I guess i wont be pouring much stuff here anymore.So, it would be my utmost pleasure to inform everyone that i will be removing the few offensive posts to prevent and stop offending and hurting anyone.
Things just always doesnt turn out the way and work the way that we wanted them to be. wouldn't this world be an ideal place to live in and wouldnt life be oh so blissful, if we get what we want. But then again, I always believe that the higher power above always has HIS own masterplan for each and everyone of us. When a door closes, the other opens.
It takes two to tango and also two to un-tango. So, it's never a one sided thing. Should stop to take the blame and be too hard on myself.
A wise man once said " Those who lives only in the past and present, will never see the future"
I have become a mega HUGE fan of German Rock band, RAMMSTEIN!!. God they are awsome!!
Went to Tioman, went scuba diving, played beach soccer, was fun, got sunburned. Too lazy to elaborate further.
Oh well, eventhough things doesnt work out now, who knows what the future brings. I have always trusted HIS plans. No reason to doubt it now. It's best to just cool off now.
Adios mi Amigos
i might be back, might not as this might be my last post to prevent anymore trouble.
posted by thelinkinparkster @ 10:43 PM
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