Goodbye wafi, i'll miss you
I received one of the worst news ever on 19.06.2007. A news which made my heart shatter into pieces. My heart ached like hell especially when somebody whom I loved or cared about moved on to the next world. I was busy with my work in the office when my friend Ash came over to me and broke the news. My friend, Wafi has passed away. I just sat there, stunt! Couldn't believe what I've heard. The only thing that I could mutter was, I thought he had 9 months...what the fuck happened to the 9 months!! 9 months has turned into just a few weeks.. this is so not fair.....
I wont be seeing him or hearing his voice ever again. Me and a few friends visited him 2 weeks ago at HUKM, when we heard he was diagnosed with a rare form of lung cancer. He seemed optimistic. I was actually really praying and hoping that the chemo would do him some good and he would be up at his feet again, hanging out and clubbing with us, in no time. Sadly, it was not meant to be. i was planning to visit him again this weekend or probably the next but before I could do so...........
Honestly, I am not very close to him. I knew him through my other friends and we did talk a little here and there and he used to hang out with us quite often so technically I used to see him every now and then..... Him not being there again.... will definitely be a very sad feeling.
I remembered when we visited him at the hospital, we even talked about the Good Charlotte's concert.. that we both attended and it's good to know that he enjoyed himself at the concert. Who knew that when I muttered "see you" before we left, it was meant to be the last "see you".. sigh.
Life is really, really short. A healthy guy with a bright future ahead of him with the ability to do many great things and to bring joy and happiness to others is forever gone.
It's time to cherish our lives, loved ones and the things that we have right now. Dont bitch about having a zit on your face or things that you dont have.....be grateful before you wont be around anymore to cherish it.
You wont know what's going to happen to you these days. It's best that we do the things that we want to do and say the things we want to say before you lose the ability to do so, forever. Procrastinating is never a good option as tomorrow might never come.
i'll miss you wafie, till we meet again someday, somewhere high above where we'll be bouncing off clouds and eating the juiciest apples...... till then
posted by thelinkinparkster @ 6:30 AM
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