A Place for my Head

Who wants to join Auds for WHITE WATER RAFTING?

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 4:45 AM 0 comments

Auds went to Paradise- Club Med Bali Indonesia

me and bros, canoe-ing in Club med Bali. It was all loads of fun until the fact that we nearly died because we were being too heroic and paddled way beyond the allowed area. We canoed way passed the buoy and the waves were too strong and too choppy and we were just trapped there in the middle of the ocean, trashed around like some ragged doll, we couldnt paddle out of the waves and our canoe kept doing a bloody 360 degrees turn each time we tried to paddle. Being so fucking helpless wasnt bad enough, Let's see, after that a bloody diving boat crashed into us and nearly tipped over our canoe. We were nearly hysterical but couldnt stop laughing at the same time because it was damn funny and kept yelling stuff like " no paddle left, are you crazy? paddle right? wait! no, Auds, please stop paddling and dont do anything at all!! you are killing us!!" haha. so see, i'm the black sheep. but miraculously after what seemed like an eternity, we paddled back to the save side. muahhahaa. it was fun though.

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 4:33 AM 0 comments

I was Punk'D

hey guys, can you remember this post which i had posted quite some time ago?
I was totally freaked out by it, remember?
well, take a read to refresh your memory

"Last night, at around 1 a.m. I was watching tv in the tv room, when all of a sudden the phone in the room rang. Here’s the conversation:
Me: Hello?
Stranger ( an old woman): Asked in mandarin, “what is the time now”
I was a little surprised that she asked me that and…
Me: May I know who do you want to speak to?
Stranger ( an old woman): May I know what time is it (she repeated 3 to 4 times) in a row….
I thought it was my mum on the line because she always intercom me and asked me to go to bed as it was late. But it didn’t sound like my mum at all…. And most of all, I find it extremely weird for somebody to call at 1 o’clock in the morning asking for the time….
And then I freaked out a little, you know, now being the hungry ghost month… and stuff and I just muttered a quick : “ sorry, I think you have gotten the wrong number” and slammed down the phone….
The phone rang again and I refused to answer. After that I unplucked my house phone, and I told myself, if the phone did ring again, I would definitely freak out and screamed……..Fortunately, the phone stopped ringing in the tv room but it rang in the next room.. I had it! I sprinted upstairs to my parents bedroom to relay what had just happened.
My mum said that I shouldnt have stayed up so late to watch tv as that was usually the time when the “ghosts”would come out to play……My reply was, “but I thought you said our house is blessed and safe”??!! hmm……
My mum said that maybe it was my late grandmother but I don’t think so because I would definitely recognize her voice when I hear it.
I was so spooked by it that I am literally frightened. When I went downstairs to get myself a glass of water, I actually brought my rosary along. Talk about being paranoid! Hey blame it on my excessive reading of horror story books and too much horror movies.
I tried to be reasonable and logical by consoling myself that ghosts don’t exist and that the phone call was indeed a wrong number dialed but something about it is very freaky and strange………
What do guys reckon??
Spooky eyy….."

The other day, My brothers and I were just casually talking and exchanging stories about our school and childhoood days. We were just talking about the games we played, our dare-devil rollerblading days, on how mischievious we were back then, all the fights, arguements, rebellion, the fun we had and then came to tricks, practical jokes and pranks. Phone call pranks that we played on teachers, friends and crushes. My youngest bro, AJ played a phone call prank on his high school teacher and he was almost expelled. my parents had to negotiate with the teacher to keep my brother in school. haha.

Anyway, then suddenly my bro said "do you remember the phone prank we played on Aud?" I asked " what prank??!!" and they told me as above. and they burst out laughing uncontrollably, nearly rolled on the floor.

My reaction to that was "bloody hell, wtf? you have to be bloody kidding me right? bloody idiots, holy crap, holy Mf*ckers!! Do you have any idea how freaked out i was?!! That was so not fuvking funny!!" haha. i told them i nearly had a heart attack. The good thing is that, it was a relieve that it was not "the thing"

They have kept this secret from me for 1.3o years.

Then all 3 of them looked at me with a very smug grin and said simultaneously "YOU'RE PUNK'D!!"

bloody hell, it was a prank, a really good one.

My brothers think it's bloody hilarious. I beg to differ.

wait till i get one of them back.. Shh... dont tell them.

i have a wicked prank up my sleeve. ^^ i'm going to get them good.... *evil laughter*

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 6:01 PM 0 comments

Why?

Why is the sky blue?

Why do birds sing?

Why things happen in certain ways?

Why fate brought two people together and later tear them apart;
being the world's greatest lovers on one day;
complete strangers the next?


Why do bad people live and the good innocent ones die?

Why do people hate? why do people love?

Optimism? Pessimism?

In life there are bound to be no answers.

Things happen. Truth is always beholded. Intentions cruel or kind are never known.

Life is a funny thing.

No matter how shitty it can be, there is always this tiny light that shines through the darkest clouds, portraying a tiny ray of hope and goodness, smeared and tainted with occasional raindrops and threats of impending storm.

Shit happens. You can either choose to drown or grit your teeth real hard and swim right through it despite the strong currents, despite all odds, muscle cramps, exhaustion, broken spirit and will. Once you have reached the shore, you should give yourself a pat on your back, should be proud, you should pop a champagne and celebrate, because after going through all that, you need not worry no more because you know that you can conquer anything and everything that is being thrown in your direction.You will get to sow the fruits of your labour.

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 4:12 PM 0 comments

Su Lyn

I went to watch the movie "UP" with my bestest budz Su lyn on Sunday evening. It's a damn good cartoon, really. I like that movie very much. It's damn funny, i was laughing my ass off, like really loudly. It has a nice story to it too. It's nice to grow old with the one you love and whom also love you just the same.

It was the last dinner, last movie together with sulyn and also THE last time that i'll get to hang out with budz or see her because she'll be flying off to the UK next week and i wont be seeing her for an entire year. Gosh, i'm going to miss her so freaking much. She has been my bestfriend for 23 years now (I'm not that old, i'm only turning 26 in November, LOL^^)

She is the only one that understands me, the only one that has been there for me throughout my ups and downs, through rain and shine, through my rebellious hormone raging days. She has been there for me throughout my life. we went to the same schools from primary right up to high school. She has been there for me to comfort me when i'm down, cheer me up and put a smile on my face, made me laugh, listen to my woes, just talked about life and stuff, to offer words of wisdom and advise and encouragement, to offer praise, to wipe away my tears, to lend a shoulder to cry on, to listen to my whinnings and had to deal with my stubborness, to share my achievements, my joy.

She has been there for me through thick and thin. She was also my partner in crime during our hormone raging days and we did some naughty stuff, not bad or crime like, just naughty. haha. yea, i was really, really naughty back then. It drove my parents up the wall, literally. We spoke hours on the phone about boys, life, sex, career. She was the one whom "forced" me to speak to the boy i had a crush with. (EY) We hung out and did stuff together. She was the one whom introduced me to the "naughty websites" haha. Oops, sorry su lyn. ^^


We did everything and went everywhere together. We were never apart, like siamese twins. When there's auds, there's sulyn and vice versa. Friends often assumed that we were gay, just to set the record straight, we are both ultimately straight young ladies. We drifted apart when we went to university. But we tried to make it up by talking loads on the phone and hang out when the both of us were free. She too scolded me like an elder sister to get my life straight sometimes or to tell me off when i'm rude or acted like a jerk.
She was the one who played a pivotal role to help me to get back up on my feet during my recent downfall. There has always been this special bond between us, and forever will be.


I remember the fond memories when we tried to be blood sisters, remember budz? of course i remember those days when we had our disagreements but we talked and made up.

i always joked that if she was a guy, we would have been the perfect couple. maybe we would be or should be.^^

I know that i can be this bloody stubborn asshole and selfish and oblivious sometimes. I can be a real pain in the ass and su lyn knows it too well. Su lyn, if you are reading this, i just want to say, i'm truly sorry that you have to deal with it. i'm trying to be better everyday and i think you can spot the difference in me, right? haha. i have became a deep thinker after high school but still childish. haha

Gosh, i dont know what i'll do without her.

I wish her nothing but the utmost best for her stay in the UK. Hope she has a great learning experience and have loads of fun there. Hope that she finds a great guy there as well. She deserves it.

Budz, see you in London in the year 2010, eyy. This is our pact. Let's not break it. I'm looking forward to it very much. Let's make it happen.

Take care my buddy, call me when you are there, keep in touch, take care of yourself over there alright. If anybody mistreats or ever so to lay a tiny finger on you over there, tell me, i'll fly over there and kick their ass so hard that they'll even forget they have an ass.

In a nutshell, Su lyn: my sister, my best friend, my guardian angel.

toodles

i'm missing her already

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 5:25 AM 2 comments

Good Ole' Malacca.. o heavenly

I went back to good ole' Malacca last weekend and it was nothing short of superbly nice. I have not gone back for 3 weeks and i just miss it very much. I enjoyed spending time with my family and friends and of course had loads of fun playing with my furry four legged best friends. It was nice being able to be back in the comforts of my cosy room which i also called my sanctuary and haven ^^I just miss snuggling on my bed with a good book or two or just sleep. ahhh.. that was lovely. Not forgetting i ate ALOT, no joke. When i am in KL i am on diet, i limit myself to a meal a day, but when im in Malacca, it's always an eating frenzy. I enjoyed it of course, but i feel sorry for my stomach. sigh. haha. Now, i'm back in the endless ratrace city.

My indian Brother, Aaron is back!! I'm so glad that he's back. hope to spend some time with him before he flies back to India again. ^^

toodles

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 10:24 PM 0 comments