A Place for my Head: November 2007

Sometimes..

O, if you guys have the time, feel free to check out my brother, Aaron's blog. The URL is www.aaronng88.blogspot.com. His blog is quite cool....

My favourite football team which is the England team has failed to qualify for the EURO 2008. That's a bummer!! Steve Mcclaren was sacked the next day and do I think he deserved it? HELL YEA!!!! He totally deserved it! England will go nowhere with him in charge!

Sometimes, I wish, hope, anticipate, dream, desire, assume..
Sometimes I just know that certain things in life are things I'll never get.
Sometimes, things are just not meant to be...
sometimes, I was let down time and time again
to the point where I had given up hope,
just couldnt be bothered by it anymore,
but then again..
I have nothing to lose.. if I continue to....
wish, hope, anticipate, dream, desire, assume..
who knows, somehow, someway, by some miracle
some things are actually attainable...

---> penned by yours truly, Audrey Ng

two great days!

Last Tuesday (20.11.2007) and Thursday (22.11.2007) have been one of the best days of my life. I went to watch my favourite tennis players, Rafael Nadal and Roger Federer LIVE!!! Oh my God! What else could I say about that experience? Hmm,well it was just a jaw dropping experience. I had been following those tennis grand slam matches, be it the US OPEN, FRENCH OPEN, WIMBLEDON, or AUSTRALIAN OPEN, plus other few tournaments, live on astro, and never would I have imagined in a zillion years that I would be able to catch them playing live, even more so, in my own homeland, Malaysia.... Watching those players live was an absolute dream come true for me.

I really hope to catch them live again someday perhaps at Wimbledon or the French open..... we shall see.......

I'll be posting some pictures of the 2 days soon! Here are just some random pictures of the players!

ROGER FEDERER

RAFAEL NADAL!

PETE SAMPRAS

RICHARD GASQUET

I was driven up the wall.... literally...

The amount of workload for the past few weeks has been incredibly crazy. The customer has been bloody demanding, ridiculous and senseless... They are seriously driving me up the wall. Let's just say that my project has a couple of hitches here and there and to make matters worse, my manager has asked me to pull it all together fast and according to him, whatever I could do or could not do would be reflected on my year end performance appraisal and which of course would affect my pay raise as well a my bonus.. fuck that!

Those people have no idea that I am already giving my level best. Just because I couldnt get the parts on time to meet their production schedule (they gave me a week even when the lead time is about 12 weeks)they said that I'm not doing my job well enough and that I'm not trying hard enough and that I'm being too nice to my suppliers...that I am just not firm enough...
What.... they expect me to yell and scream at my suppliers??!! no amount of screaming and yelling would bring the parts to them because the funny thing is after I did my research, the entire world do not have the parts as the parts are customised parts.... They refused to accept any excuse....

i am not a bloody magician where i could just snap my fingers and the parts would appear out of thin air.... and neither am I a wizard where I could use a summoning charm...
let's try "accio parts"....... waiting............ tick tock... tick. tock.....

hmm. nothing.....

there.... enough said!!!!!

Ironically, i did indeed literally drove up a cement slab the other day...
just ask my friends, they would be more than glad to share the picture and the story with you....

i have to admit, that was a very scary experience for me. I was actually shaking from head to toe... serious!

Thank goodness I have friends who were there who looked at it at a lighter side and that made me laughed and made me feel a whole lot better...... : p

LONGING FOR WINGS TO FLY

It sucks to know that your life is not under your control but it's being controlled by others...... At the end of the day, all those screams for freedom and independence to live one's own life eventually falls on deaf ears. And it sucks even more when you know that there's nothing that you could do about it... You cant defy it as there is a force greater than your own, namely, the person who brought you into this world, who gave you a good life, who put a silver spoon in your mouth on the day you were born. Sometimes you would love to defy it.. Love to be given a chance to spread one's wings to fly beyond the horizon, to experience the good life with nothing whatsoever, holding you back.

Well anyway, on 09.11.2007, I would be a year older, a year wiser. Let's see.... what's change?

Nothing! I'm still the same old me! The immature, fun loving, wacky, music and concert loving,guy crazy ME! Perhaps I would be lucky in love this year?? Hmm.....

I'm still single and very available..... so you guys should know what to do ......

Hey, I am just KIDDING!!

ROCK AND ROLL CAFE ROCKS

i seriously need to remind myself to take my breakfast before playing sports. Last Saturday, when i played squash, i was washed by a wave of nausea and almost threw up. I almost collapsed. I believe it was due to low sugar level in my blood. I was just gasping for air and couldn't really concentrate..... well, lesson well learned.

My parents and bro celebrated my birthday for me yesterday(03.11.2007) because my actual birthday which falls on 09.11.2007 is just too close to my bro, A.J.'s SPM examination. We went to my family's favourite hang out place "ROCK AND ROLL CAFE". We just love dining there as they serve good western food. The atmosphere is good too.

"Radios In Heaven" by PLAIN WHITE T'S

Your time has already come
and I don't know why
The last thing that I had heard
you were doin' just fine
It seems like just yesterday,
I was laughing with you
Playing games at Grandma's housewell you taught me well, didn't you?
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
'Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you

You left before I had a chance to say goodbye
But that's the way life usually is, it just passes you by
But you can't hold on to regrets and you can't look back
So I'll just be thankful for the times that I had with you
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
'Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you
If they don't have radios in heaven
here's what I'll do
I can bring my guitar when my time is up
and I'll play it for you

Tell me can you hear me now
if not, then I can try to sing real loud
What's it like up on the other side of the clouds?
I hope I'm just like youI hope
I turn out to be as good as you

This song is just so darn good

WHAT IF-BY PLAIN WHITE T'S

What if nobody likes me
what if I don't succeed
What if I give it all that I've got and I still don't got what they need
What if I don't get anywhere at all
Will I consider myself a failure
will I be that small

What if she doesn't like me
what if I'm not her type
What if all the girls that ever like me
Are not the kind of girls that I like
What if I meet the right one and screw it up
Will I consider myself a failure
will I give up

I'm gonna keep trying
getting denied just makes me want it more
I'll keep trying and each time push harder than before
I can't live my life always worried about what if'
Cause what if I die tomorrow
Then I never even lived

What if they don't like me
what if they think I'm a joke
What if they act nice to my face
But they hate me and I don't even know
What if they end up stabbing me in the back
Will I consider myself a failure or will I fight back

One a few of my favourite songs by PLAIN WHITE T'S

A Place for my Head

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Sometimes..

two great days!

I was driven up the wall.... literally...

Sunday, November 04, 2007

LONGING FOR WINGS TO FLY

ROCK AND ROLL CAFE ROCKS

Thursday, November 01, 2007

"Radios In Heaven" by PLAIN WHITE T'S

WHAT IF-BY PLAIN WHITE T'S

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