I want to disappear
I want to disappear forever in the lands of never never land.I want to disappear forever where no one can ever find me
I want to disappear to a place where there's no worries, no let downs, no disappointments, no sadness, no heartbreaks, no anger, no lost hopes, no nothing, no lost of loved ones.
I want to disappear forever to a land where the birds sing, the sun shine, flowers bloom, a place where resources are a plenty,
I want to disappear to a land where everybody is happy, cheerful, no tears, no frowns, no sadness.
I want to disappear to a land of true love and true friendship.
There is only one known place which promises things like that: Happy Valley.
The next closest thing: Scuba diving. That's the best feeling in the world. Worries are forgotten. There is where i wanna go. That is what i wanna do. The feeling of breathing compressed air, the serenity and tranquility of the underworld never failed to amaze me. it's just a completely different world. Beautiful, untouched by the oblivious humans, unharmed, unpolluted. It's magical. There is a certain calmness about it. There's unprofound freedom. it's a different kind of heroin,morphine, marijuana.
I miss the ocean, i miss the beach, i miss the gentle breeze. i miss the sun. I am natural water sapien. I love the water. I love swimming ever since i was a baby. which was why my parents enrolled me in a swimming school ever since i was 5. I love it. Take me away from the sun and sea or the pool is like taking away orgasms and euphoria from every sex. ^^ The beach is my second home.
I wanted to start the year with a bang, but banged up is what i have become. I'm just plaqued with disasters.
i need to go away and find a piece of mind. It's all tangled up in a big mess.
posted by thelinkinparkster @ 4:28 AM
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