You better not screw me up for hell hath no fury
I have sacrificed a cool fully sponsored 1 week holiday trip to Taiwan with my family all for nought. I am so disappointed, pissed and so not happy about the whole thing that i swear the ONLY retribution of it all by throwing something on someone's table could be the only thing that could provide me solace not so much of happiness. God i have sacrificed too much! No one knows how much and what i have sacrificed to put up with this fucking fucked up junk!!
I slogged my ass off like crazy,sheddded my blood, sweat and tears, trying very hard to impress all for the better good of my bread and butter, sacrificing the Taiwan trip, thinking that all these will be worth while,thinking and motivating myself that all those blood, sweat and tears will be paid off, will be appreciated and go noticed but hell no, all these have gone unnoticed, unappreciated, and in the end, the outcome is disappointing, unsatisfactory, demoralising, anger aggravating. I have really sacrificed ALOT.
I have to endure countless but never forgotten insults, taunts, crude criticisms, embarassments, from the very first day. I have given up my emotions, my life, for this and for what?? I'm so tired of this pointless fuck.. it's about time that i take a drastic action to show these people to never take me for granted. I'll prove to them that i dont fucking need them and they as a matter of fact need me. They have used me for their own advantage. I fucking hate it.
I might seem naive but you better watch your fucking ass because i'm a person who will not be played and used for hell hath no fury like Auds being sconned! Dont try me. It will be like treading in uncharted waters, never knowing what will be coming at you. DOnt say i didnt warn.
I'll show them now that the ball is in my court and they sure as hell better not fuck me up. or else.
Guten Tag
I love Greek Mythology
As if my 13 hours a day, 5 days a week job in Tesco is not enough to get me all stressed up and occupied, currently i am also tutoring a bunch of 16 year old kids in Economics and English. I have been tutoring since the beginning of March and i would say it's going pretty well thus far. I'm tutoring on every Wednesdays, for 3 hours after my work. So, yea, it's pretty tiring having to maximise my brainpower and talk for 3 damn hours. Does it satisfy me or make me whole?erm not really :P
Which means that after work, i'll be busy with preparations for the classes. I think i have a thing for tutoring. The reason for me to start tutoring is because i love learning and trying out new things and explore. I love to challenge myself with new stuff. So this is one of it. Plus, i get paid for it. So tja, hence the additional motivation ^^
I'm now so addicted to Greek Mythology. Yea, the whole Kronos, Zeus, Poseidon, Hades, Hera, Hercules stuff. I'm right now reading Percy Jackson and the lightning thief and i am so hooked to the book right now. It's damn good. I love it. Sadly, i dont have much time. I read a few chapters a day before bed.
I really have to go. will be back.
bon jour
Trouble in retaining my 40 winks.
These days, I have developed a very bad routine (though unwillingly) of waking up a couple of times in the midde of the night and in the wee hours of the morning even when i'm not supposed to be awake yet and am supposed to be dreaming in happy land. For instance, if i were to go to bed at around 12.3oam, then i'll wake up at 2.30am, 5 am, 6.15am, 6.45am... geezalooo... sigh. and my alarm clock is supposed to ring at 7am. Bloody hell... get my drift? This has happened for a few weeks now.It could be the stress from work and everything else in between. So, sometimes i'll feel a little bit tired at 7 am and kind of have the tendency to snooze till 7.45am and will be arriving at the office at 9am=late. tja.. hahaa
Yesterday was a considerably alright day for me. Mostly because I left my office at 6am to join my colleagues for badminton. Mind you, i hardly had the chance to leave my office before the darkening of the sky.^^ So, yea, it was something to shout about. My boss had wanted me to join her for a discussion but i told her, "boss, maybe tomorrow, i have a badminton date" I left the company anyways and left my boss with my her stunt " mouth-opening, shocked face"
Badminton was o my god heavenly fun. I have not played for 3 months now, and yea, i'm still as good.^^ We played for about 1.30 hours and by the end of it, i was dripping wet from head to toe. It was as if i had just stepped out of the shower, literally. It was really fun. Looking forward to play every week now.
Au revoir
About my lame life, missing budz, and England plans
Hey Amigos.
I have been very busy with work and also busy with being lazy for the last few weeks, hence, the lack of posts here. It's as if my blog has gone into a deep hibernation and nearly refused to wake up.
Anyways, life is all about work. I have just realised that I have not spoken to my bestest budz in London for a month now. I used to call her on every Sunday evening and would chat for about an hour or so about life, work,clubbing and drunken nights, boys, and crappy stuff.
Hmm, i recall a very funny drunken incident, which happened maybe 3 years ago. It was her birthday and I called her to wish her and she was like giggling during the entire 10 mins conversation and sounded weird. She said that she had been drinking alot and then suddenly she said " O,shit!it's so dark and i cant see my fingers" I was like, "erm, are you having a power failure"? and she replied " no000., it's because i turned off the lights, stupid.."i was like.... "wtf" haha. clearly somebody was drunk. She's the only person that knows how to cheer me up, ever since i was a kid. On the bright side, buddy will be touching down on Malaysian soil on the 30.03.2010, i think. Cant wait to see her.
And i too cant wait to travel up to England end of this year, if all goes according to plan. I intend to be there around 2 weeks or more. might drop by Switzerland.
Have to stop now. Auf Wiederzehen miene freunde
