A Place for my Head

BITTER SWEET SYMPHONY

Bloody hell!!!O my freaking God!! Holy crap!! These are the only words that i'll use to describe the fantastic, bloody cool and wicked and utterly awesome, freaking fucking superb concert that i have attended last week. I'm still on cloud 9 and still high from the recent concert which i had attended on the 15.08.2009 at Sunway Lagoon Surfbeach, it's none other than THE MTV WORLDSTAGE LIVE IN MALAYSIA CONCERT 2009.

This is one of the BEST concerts that i have attended thus far. Of course LINKIN PARK and GOOD CHARLOTTE"S concert were the best!! Nothing can be compared to these 2 concerts.

Anyway, i had such a tremendous, freaking awesome and unbelievably great fun time there. I enjoyed myself so freaking much.!! The little bit of raindrops before the start of the concert didnt dampen my spirits at all. I was just screaming, singing, and jumping like there was no tomorrow for the entire 6 hours long concert. That's right folks, the freaking awesome concert was 6 hours long. That was fucking fantastic man. i'm telling ya. I am totally glad that i had attended the concert.

The bands that performed that night were ESTRANGED, BOYS LIKE GIRLS, RAY GUN, PIXIE LOTT, HOOBASTANK, THE AMERICAN REJECTS AND KASABIAN
The bands' performances were freaking awesome. My all time favourite performance were by HOOBASTANK AND THE AMERICAN REJECTS. THEY ROCK!! I LOVE THEM.

I had so much fun, I just wished that the concert didnt have to come to an end. It's a waste really. I was just so sad that the concert ended. I almost didnt want to leave. sigh. the funny thing was after that much jumping and screaming at the highest energy at all times without resting, i wasnt even tired at all. I think i could have gone on for another 6 hours more or so. i'm serious. yes, i am hyper ever since i was a child. why on earth do you think my parents enrolled me into so many sports activities when i was a kid? All that activities were to put my balls of high energy to good use. haha

The concert was really fun. I have never felt and been so esctatic, so high, so freaking happy, so energetic, and had such great unbelievable good time for a long, long time. After all the emotional turmoil that i have been through since beginning this year, i am actually feeling great about myself now. I AM LITERALLY HAPPY. I am actually having this new zest for life now.

Right now, the next concert that i'll definitely be attending will be the Arthur's Day Concert by Black Eyed Peas which will be on the 25th of September 2009 at Sunway Lagoon Surfbeach as well. I will definitely be going. Regardless whether i'll be going alone or with friends. Either ways. i'll be going, indefinitely

I anyway walk alone these days. it's cool. I dont mind. if people couldnt give a damn about me, i too couldnt be bothered to give a damn about them. Life is too short too care. I dont give a fuck.

i'll just do what i want. I live and enjoy my own life. I'm looking forward to the Black Eyed Peas concert very much. wanna join?

toodles

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 3:20 AM 0 comments

AUDS IS GOING TO MTV WORLDSTAGE LIVE IN MALAYSIA 2009!!!!

The next few concerts that I would really like to attend would be:-

1. LINKIN PARK (YES, AGAIN ^^)
2. METALICCA
3. GREEN DAY
4. SIMPLE PLAN
5. BLINK 182
6. BON JOVI
7. NICKELBACK
8. PAPA ROACH

I had wanted to go and watch the Tennis Malaysian Open ATP Tournament as well, but my favourite players wont be there, so i wont waste my money on the "not so good players".

That's all for now.

Toodles

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 2:53 AM 0 comments

OK, JUST CALL ME A HYPOCRITE

Music wise, right now, i Love the KOOKS. Thanks to a fellow Swiss friend by the name of Siggy whom had introduced this band to me 2 years ago. I like their songs very much.

Do you know what's funny, for someone like me who avoids Techno, Trance, House or Electro pop like avoiding a disease, I'm actually beginning to love the stuff created by David Guetta. I like his songs. I'm a hypocrite, I know. Because everyone knows i hATE TECHNO. But, i like the musical genious of David Guetta, just as much as I love the musical genious of LINKIN PARK, GREEN DAY AND METALICCA, BEETHOVEN, CHOPIN, MOZART, TCHAIKOVSKY, AND EVERYTHNG BY ANDREW LLOYD WEBBER.

TOLD YOU GUYS I'M W.E.I.R.D.


Little Auds bids adieu

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 8:36 PM 0 comments

Life is not fair, but it still rocks!!

Things that I live by everyday:-

1. I love my life
2. I love my family and friends
3. Life is superbly good
4. be happy
5. optimism and positivity rocks
6. pessimism and negativity are hurtful
7. give everyone the benefit of my doubt
8. i only live once. Live it to the max, live it right, do the things i want to do, make it rock.
9. i dont give a fuck what people might think or say about me
10. i dont give a shit if people hate me or think lesser of me.
11. Noone can judge me. No one but GOD.
12. be the best person that i can be everyday.
13. give 101% in everything that i do.
14. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
15. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
16. hate and grudge are 2 deadliest sins.
17. forgive and forget.
18. My job won't take care of me when i'm sick. My friends and parents will. I should keep them close to me.
19. open my eyes. see the colours of life
20. I don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
21. I love chocolate and cheese. i will not go on a diet for these 2 things
22. I LOVE exercise
23. I love sleeping.
24. Music is my everything.
25. Read everyday. if i were to stop, i stop living.
26. I should really make peace with my past so it won't screw up the present. This is something that i would try in the near future.
27. I have to let things go and make the best of it.
28. just go with the flow.
29. I shouldnt compare my life with others. Mine is great.
30. Everything can change in the blink of an eye
31. i should Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
32. Whatever doesn't kill me, really does makes me stronger.
33. When it comes to going after what i love in life, i will not take no for an answer.
34. every blink of an eye, every breath that i take, every smile i muster, every heartbeat, every day is a gift. live it well.
35. I am in charge of my own happiness. fuck me if i were to disagree.
36. Forgive everyone and everything.
37. What other people think of me is none of my business.
38. Time heals almost everything. Give it time.
39. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
40. dont take things or myself too seriously. enjoy and relax. take in one thing at a time. stop and smell the coffee.
41. i should believe in miracles
42. God loves me for me. Not what i did or didnt do. What i have done or will do.
43. make the most of my life now.
44. the best in life is yet to come. I'm waiting with open arms
45. No matter how i feel, i should always drag myself out of bed, get up, dress up and show up and wear a smile.
46. do not do unto others what you dont want others do unto you.
47. when one door closes, the other opens.
48. opportunity in life only comes knocking once. Grab whole of it immediately without hesitation.
49. Love with all my heart.
50. give and take.
51. love my enemies.
52. if someone slaps me on one cheek, i'll offer them the other.
53. it doesnt matter if i walk alone, i walk with my head held high.
54. Keep my dignity. it's all that i have.

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 5:26 AM 0 comments

Eve without the Adam

I was born a Roman Catholic. At least it says so in my birth certificate. I was not baptised as my dad wants me to have a freedom to choose my own religion. I'm grateful for that. I have never been a good Catholic, i shamely have to admit. I read the bible, went to church often before i hit my teens, after that I only joined my family for church like 4 times in a year. But, i'm a true believer. i believe and have faith in HIM. I really do.

I am also a semi Buddhist. My mum is a buddhist. I go to church and temple. I pray as well. i have no problems with that. More often than not, i received an eye-popping, jaw-dropping response from my friends when i told them that i'm both Catholic and Buddhist and I believe in both, but i swing more towards Catholism. The most common question i received was " erm, when you were to pass away one day, what will happen to you? Will your upper half be in heaven and the lower half be reincarnated?" boink. that was a pretty good question. I pondered about it and my answer was and still is " well, i will be given a choice i presume and my choice will indefinitely be to be up in Heaven, the promised land, full of lovely clouds, happiness and abundant resources"

Anyway, God made Adam an Eve and Eve an Adam. But somehow, i believe that God made only me and have forgotten about my Adam. Maybe i am destined for greatness in this life without Adam and I am seriously totally cool with that. I will just go along with HIS plans and make the best out of my life. I mean, i have nothing to complain about, life has been all the while superbly great for me ever since i was born. of course, there were glitches and hiccups every now and then, i mean, this is life. i was born with a silver spoon, have a great and extremely luxurious and comfortable life, have a loving family, a couple of great friends. I live a blessed life and i wont trade it for anything in the world.

It doesnt matter if i walk alone, life rocks! I'm enjoying it.

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 4:45 AM 0 comments

I love Squash

I really, really love Squash. I love and enjoy playing it very much. I started playing squash ever since i was like 6 years of age. I was trained by a Pakistani coach. That was fun. I used to play squash very often , at least twice or 3 times in a week. I played it with my dad, bros and my swiss friends.But now, sadly all my squash partners have already returned back to Switzerland (ben and Thomas), except Steve, he's still here, but he anyway is always too busy for me and he's too anyway going back to Switz, soon, in like 2 weeks. Right steve? ^^ I have played like only maybe 5 times with this Steve. So, with everybody gone, this means i'll play lesser squash now. Bummer. I do still play with my dad and bros now at every chance that i've got, but i'll only get to play like maybe twice a month! due to the fact that i'm stuck in KL now.That's pathetic and a huge contrast compared to when i was still working in Malacca. It's just not enough. Squash with Siggy was always the best and i had the most fun, of course the games themselves were great, but i always had the joy of unintentionally hitting him with the squash racquet or squash balls. When i mention "hit" it was really hard. You could actually see squash ball marks on his neck, forehead etc etc. I usually would just roll on the floor and burst into fits of laughter, because it was just too darn funny. Those were the good old days and i really, really miss it.

Right now, i have not played squash for an entire month and i didnt realise how much i really, really miss playing it until i went to watch the CIMB Malaysian Open Squash Competition. Bummer. When i watched them play, i just have this eagerness and restlessness and desperation and the fire burning in me and passion to play as well. I yearn for squash so badly. I just want to play squash real soon again. I miss it too much. That aside, i have not played badminton and tennis for nearly a month too. sigh. This is KL life for you.

Aside to that, i have nobody to play squash or badminton here with me in KL. I was literally dying of super boredom without exercise. Exercise has always been my life. Without it, i would just drop dead, literally. Which was why i have joined the gym to stay fit. I have enforced a "gym everyday" rule for myself, whereby i must at least swim or jog once a day. The funny thing is, i am actually following this very diligently. I even caught myself by surprise. Nevertheless, i am enjoying every gym session and am very glad that i own a gym membership.

Gym is my life saviour. Gym is something that i look forward to everyday with high energy. It gives me a renewed hope and refreshing start to my life. I love the gym. Gym makes little Auds happy. It gives little Auds a whole load of new balls of energy in her.

toodles. gotta go

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 9:52 PM 0 comments

A very cool and awesome squash filled week

Nicole in action





I attended the amazing, wicked, fantastic, and bloody cool CIMB Malaysian Open Finals Squash Tournament 2009 today (01.08.2009) at the Curve. It was a blast and bloody amazing. I enjoyed the whole finals so bloody much. I had an amazing time there. Both Men's finals and Women's finals were damn bloody good. The players played well and both final matches were very interesting, exciting, adrenaline pumping freaking good. I also went to watch both quarter finals and semifinals as well. But i only watched it from the sidelines without tickets. haha^^.

toodles. got to go. will be back with more stuff

posted by thelinkinparkster @ 7:48 AM 0 comments